Grey Skies Fallen - Introspective lyrics

Fear has long become my friend It pains me to no end To sit and think of life As pages turned or days gone by I question all i cannot see All this fear deep inside me Must dissipate before i question even more When's my time? To live beyond what's thought of me And grab the golden ring Far from here, lies the key to the future I have searched long in vain, as it's buried in sand Fall from grace, a descent from the heavens I have seen with my own eyes, the horrors before Those times, are dead and gone I've left them behind i've turned away and moved on This time, it's to the end Regardless of what i've said again and again It's easier said than done Cannot assume this will turn out well I must escape this, my living hell Others have tried and others have failed Their heaven fell Damage is done but the path is clear I see the way through the haunting fear Challenged am i now to find a way To break this spell Across the line, the great divide That separates the truth from lies This is where i will find Myself with renewed life This seems to be the place for me Until i've grabbed the one thing i can't find And then i'll try to reassure myself that all is right So stay down, just lay down Until this wave has passed again Don't you see? Embrace the new horizon Careful with the power This gift i have received I've chased it for my whole life I found the key Take me at my word now I won't be satisfied Until i've carved a new way Until i cross the line I've never felt this way before Something tells me something's wrong I won't be fooled, no not again I'll live those words until my end After all that i've been through I can't believe you have been true Prove me wrong, i fear i'm right I won't be led astray Won't be led astray I can see the end so clear Removal of this doubt and fear It's enticing, a perfect life Be rid of conflict be rid of strife It's my freedom that i need Close me out and watch me bleed Here's a chance to, start anew It's time to seize the day Time to seize the day Flying high, lost all sense of time Broke the chains and threw them down Another try, now i've got it right Leave the scene without a sound You truly wonder why i chose to leave you here You never really tried to understand the fear Feel i've risen from the dead And conquered the thoughts once in my head Now i'll try to contemplate Where i'll head to next Never again shall i waiver Never again shall i fall Once again i feel complete Once again i am whole