Grey Eye Glances - Halfway Back lyrics

So I thought I would write To see how you have been To fill you in on my day And how I spend the time now You remember that book you sent Well, I really should have known That you might grow as I've grown Together yet alone I was working my weeks Meeting somebody else's goals Took a good look around Just a part of a melting whole Exit or pay toll But I don't want this I don't need this I don't understand at all But I'm halfway back to feelin good I remember the way The choices came to me And every day came naturally And summers came in June But the feelings that slowly turned Well I really can't recall Just when I fell did you fall Or find love after all? Crazy now as it seems I go swimming on Saturdays Past the young urban dreams That the businesses preach today Have started me to say That I don't want this I don't need this I don't understand at all I don't take time I don't make time I don't answer every call And I don't feel right I don't sleep tight I don't love it like I should But I'm halfway back to feelin good Lately I love to drive Into the countryside The many ways that I've tried To get things off my mind But there's nothing by chance, indeed And you need not wish me well Just don't tell and I won't tell Or sound the broken bell On the last time I left I locked doors and forgot the lines Now I'm fading the blues Drawing circles on cla**ifieds I'm twentysome and doing just fine But I don't want this I don't need this I don't understand at all I don't take time I don't make time I don't answer every call And I don't feel right I don't sleep tight I don't love it like I should Am I halfway gone? You know I don't feel right I don't sleep tight I really don't love it like I should But I'm halfway back to feelin good