GrewSum - Grew Someone lyrics

[Verse 1] sh**, everybody expects perfection Everybody expects it everytime they look in my direction And I don't think my body can handle this inspection And lack of affection has left me a wreck And I can't tolerate how they look in my face Like they misplace the heinous crook in my place Look to my peers, and see the look of disgrace And this taste, it burns in my eyes like mace My characteristics are very simplistic My speech and the beat tho is very sadistic So I can stereotype, checked and listed Assumptions that I'mma be another statistic It's all fake and I can't get past the matrix It's not me you see, it's mask of latex Behind that is a men screaming for sanity The loss of myself is becoming a tragedy [Hook x2] I grew someone inside of me That helps me do things that I couldn't do That makes me do things that I shouldn't do That helps me tolerate what you put me through [Verse 2] What you see in my eyes in the hole in the middle Pa**ing judgement is easy, the soul is a riddle Forget intentions now, you'll only be little And you can't forget my soul, it was broke with a chizzle I guess I'm complicated, I've forget to neglect I grew the new Grew due to causing effect Selected memory, you choose to forget Anything barely relevant you loose from your head I put the stereo in typical, cause actually it's pitiful I ridicule you fools for only viewing the minimal And skiping over critical points, and being cynical You got it down packed people, making a ritual They don't see me, I'm an image of they borrow See a better than life, through the eyes of Ray Charles I see sh**, crystal clear all the hatred The new me serene, untolerated [Hook x2] [Verse 3] Got up in another me to handle you all Instead of me this shell can get you up in the mall You don't wanna see reality, I tuck it away Ever since you're the person, without nothing to say I'll become exactly what you f**ing thinking I am A clone of what you know and start to not give a damn And once I start to thinking, that the person I've created I will k** my former self to stay away from all the hatred [Hook x2]