GrewSum - Bi-Polar Grew lyrics

[Verse 1] It's time for me now to embrace my instabilities At least I'm dope and you just blow, do you feel the breeze? Nobody knows the definition of a real MC Neither do I, I'm just sayin' sh** that seems real to me Cycles they will repeat, I know I'm still a beast A wildebeest when I k** a beat that you feel the heat Still never will retreat, fill up that swisher sweet Ask my permisson please to rap, because that sh** is weak Told me to go, but they b**hing cause they're missing me At least I know now exactly where my position be And they can't lie about it, now I know they're listening My styles glistening, shining just like a christmas tree And if they're pissed at me, fine, that's how the sh** can be Me, I was built in design, to be this big machine But now let's stop and rewind, showing you this trick for free I'm on the final bar, and I'm still rhymin' ‘instabilities' (What the f**?) [Hook] They look at me like I'm a bit different And I know they right But I say - throw away all the differences And come along for a ride I had to teach myself how to live with this Soon it will be alright What am I supossed to do? I said: what am I supposed to do Bi-Polar Grew [Verse 2] My moods are flip-flop and I'm sorry that I can't control it My temper is mad explosive I guess I have to own it Work on my craft and hone it, learn how to grab the moment Soon they gon' have to notice the way I move past opponents They got me laughing, when they actin' like they have a motive To go attack them, but they lackin' and they have to know it Let's take it back to when these cats all thought I packed explosives But now they're rappin' so they actin' like a pack of vultures Think they can battle rappers, but actually can't, they posers But they still battle rappers hopin' for that fan exposure But then they rap atrocious, hopin' the fans don't know this And I sit back and take notes and point out how their act is bogus They fabricating beef with rappers to attract some sales But I can sense desperation cause they can't prevail Runnin' in circles like a cat trying to catch their tail While I'm making music for my fans, cause I actually care [Hook]