GrewSum - The Grand Finale lyrics

[Verse 1] These people wanna see me write my suicide letter Yeah life is pretty cool I bet d**h is better Put my head on the pillow, I'll rest forever Give my friends a good reason to get together and chill It has to happen cause my brain is a little bit ill Feelin' like I'm tweakin and I can't stand still f** drama and judgement I had my fill And there's a demon inside me that's gotta be k**ed So I take out the razors and line em up Open up the closet and find the gun (Load it!) Picture the gun unloadin' blowin' A chunk outta my skull and then the blood pourin' It's all in my head now, but it'll be real Once I sip on this liquor and pop these pills I guess thet ain't enough just rippin' the booth And now I'm bittin' on the barrel till I'm chippin' a tooth Come on! [Hook x2] They don't want me around They rather see me in the ground And struttin around the town Let me tell em I'mma help em in a minute One bullet can just diminish All the pain they'll be feelin' When my brains are on the cellin' Right now [Verse 2] Right now I don't feel right in my own brain I rather be sippin' liquor with Kurt Cobain Bite the barrel let the motherf**er go bang And blow brains all over the window pane I'm insane and maybe that was my downfall My brains a little to the left like a south paw I don't now why I let these people affect me And why I can't do anything now, except bleed Cause they don't see me as a human, it's a damn shame Just another simple face in the rap game Got a bullseye imprinted on my damn brain Pop my top like a cheap bottle of champagne Where my brain used to be is a dead hole Put a razor to my wrist, let the red flow I don't wanna hold on, I wanna let go Hold a bloody triger to my head baby let's go (gunshot) [Hook x2]