GrewSum - So Cold lyrics

[Verse 1] My soul is cold and I know this It's my own fault for all of my old choices I hear a voices that tellin' me to live better But if I switch up now, will it get better? Cause I feel like I'm stuck in the rut Blinded by dust, kicked up by what I disrupt If it's good, I can break it, I know this by now It's like my head is too big to notice my crown Yes, I earned it, you might as well burn it Cause what I lost to get it don't really seem worth it I know no one that's ever been perfect But I could been a lot better for certain This person I'm lookin' in the mirror at Don't really feel right when he stares back And there's someting in the air That made me realize there is where my despair is at [Hook x2] (So cold) I feel so frozen by the air it tears at me as it blows in The words that I've spoken in the past that led to a man that is broken [Verse 2] It's not that I'm bad, but I've couldn't been good It's not that I'm crazy, just misunderstood I was raised correctly, but the flames kept tempt me To lean towards the dark and I changed and then, see I'm no longer the boy that I once was All my purity left when I lost love It left a scar on left of my chest And my heart is where the rest of the pressure started I feel retarded for disregarding The problem and allowing it to snowball in To a bigger thing, where it couldn't be stopped I know where I stand, so I shouldn't feel lost But I definitely do and can't fix it My head's right here, but I feel so distant And this right here is the instinct That everything falls apart for this misfit [Hook] [Verse 3] I think my dad is proud, I don't know if my mom is My music isn't something that she cared for I know my soul is where the frost is The chill surround me like it's airborn I made my old man rich to lie It's too late for me to switch in sides I'm approaching my sick demise But I'm little too strong to just sit and die So I hold on with frostbitten skin As it cracks, it expose what's held within Memories lost as flakes in a thin Dead fragments then floats away in the wind I like to say I tried my best But I'm bit too mature to lie, I guess And now I digress Back to the ice that lives inside my chest [Hook]