GrewSum - Numb lyrics

[Verse 1: Cryptic Wisdom] It's getting lonely at the top Shaking and shivering I'm cold So jaded cause I'm all alone Give a dog a bone But never give a dog a reason He would wanna turn and bite the hand That's reaching out to feed him Heat upon the words They call me Wisdom Cause my soul is always aging Even though I look young in the face Experience is raising everyday I learn to consume what I tend to see Whether it be consuming MC's in the booth Or enemies Adapted in the rarest form Ever since I parted rappin' music And entirety will always be the launching pad I ain't afraid to express The way I feel through different genres I don't know what's coming next But what I know is all I see around me All these exaggerated happy, go-lucky rappers and gimmicks That they've acclimated It's sort of like an anesthetic bust To me, I'm numb enough to Knock through every single punk I see [Hook: Cryptic Wisdom] Cause sometimes I feel like I'm the only one of my kind And I don't know anybody that can relate It's like an aesthetic rush I'm going under once again But still aware of everything around today I'm numb so numb And I can't feel these other cats I've gone numb so numb And I can't feel these other cats [Verse 2: GrewSum] I feel numb like an anesthetic And since my adolescent years I've been different But that's me so I can't regret it Me and you can be different You don't have to get it You don't have to understand me or my rapping message But for the outcast like me It means a lot to see me pop in the game And maybe reach the top To hear some music they relate to Through the speaker box Is something they don't hear a lot And that's why I don't need to stop And I don't feel these cats Who rap about possessions They lucky I don't snap And go and act on my aggression If you ask me We can send them back the same direction That they came Because all they raps is lame and misdirected I'll never relate with you And your large garage Full of foreign cars and all these whorish broads I'm trying to raise my f**in' son against all the odds And do it right so he don't end up Like one of you foolish frauds [Hook] Cause sometimes I feel like I'm the only one of my kind And I don't know anybody that can relate It's like an aesthetic rush I'm going under once again But still aware of everything around today I'm numb so numb And I can't feel these other cats I've gone numb so numb And I can't feel these other cats