Green Lizard - Speak The Words lyrics

I had enough words to say that I was sorry I had enough ways to make it go away But foolish pride has ruined the path before me I guess the sun can only shine here once a day I drowned myself in a wave of lost ambition I filled your world with my hate and disbelief I trapped my soul in an awkward (dis)position And deep inside I hope that no one sees me Can you feel the pain I hide I laugh out loud but cry inside No one's there to save me from my doubt Cause I don't dare to speak the words out loud Try to find me in my sorrow Time won't take away the truth Can't change the way that we are changing I hope that we will finally learn to Can you feel the pain i hide I laugh out loud but cry inside No one's there to save me from my doubt Cause i'm too scared to speak the words out loud I walk the desert all alone No place to rest my mind The sun is burning in my soul, in my soul Pride is our strongest thing in common And time isn't always on our side But tears are not the only answer It's time you took this blindfold from me Can you feel the pain I hide I laugh out loud but cry inside Will you be there to save me from my doubt If I can learn to speak the words out loud