Green Lizard - Awake lyrics

Floating in the storm Paralyzed my fears I try to scream out loud There's no one left to hear I'm falling through the earth It's consuming me alive No reasons to press on No reason to survive I awake In the evening of My heart my heart Sleeping on the ground My body's turning red I realize that I breath I'd rather wake up dead Molded just like clay I Melted by the sun My strength it flows away My pain has just begun I awake In the evening of My heart my heart 2x My selfesteem And .. (?) 2x I awake I awake My heart my heart No Myself selfesteem And .. (?) 2x No no