Great Cynics - Lost & Found lyrics

If you call me I'll be at home in the lost and found Feeling alone, desperate, trying to make a sound Don't wanna write a song just to have a song And I don't wanna feel held down by every wrong I'm the make-up s** that never felt any good, I'm your fickle relationship If you build me up I'll only let you down I'm the paper in your fingers that rips When you're just trying to smoke it I'm stuck on you again Oh it'd be fine if I hadn't ever gone to bed I got drunk and fell awake It'd be okay if I hadn't have seen your face I don't know how it feels to be on your mind I'm your parents trapped inside a loveless marriage Telling you lies so you don't have to take the baggage I'm a rock in your shoe, badly designed Eyes half closed, laughing at the wrong times There are feelings I know that I'll never feel And I'll never write a song like Aussie Wil I'm just a blagger, no I don't deserve this But we're just nobodies so just get over it If this ends tomorrow then I'll feel fine It feels like an impossibility this could even be mine Just a series of opportunities that I took By saying yes So now I'm saying yes