Great Cynics - Letting Go lyrics

I'm getting good at letting go Just ignoring or pretending nothing happened at all Last night I licked the edge of a credit card We were sleeping on the floor of a hotel room Where we lost the keys and we lost our f**ing minds too I was sweating, shaking, the walls were vibrating Sitting on the windowsill the guy told me Nothing ever matters if you don't let it matter So I tell myself it's true I never thought I'd do half the things I do But I won't let it get me down Sitting on a field with the greenest gra** We've got enough excuses to be here Where I played for my school team five years ago Before I realised there was more in town to see So we sit and watch the trains pa** by And the suspicious dog walkers But they don't understand the feeling you get When you just let yourself go Nothing ever matters if you don't let it matter So I tell myself it's true I never thought I'd do half the things I do But I won't let it get me down When our bags are empty We'll walk the same way home Through the empty car parks Where we used to talk about nothing at all Nothing ever matters if you don't let it matter So I tell myself it's true I never thought I'd do half the things I do But I won't let it get me down