Grayscale - Catholic lyrics

I'm awake in the foliage Trying to loosen the grips of my part It's coldwater we've been swimming in Filled with memories of what ifs and restarts Now you have nothing But your cloudy head and substance I'm sorry for all the faces I made That f**ed up your timeless photographs 'Cause it's been two years and now you're gone Yeah it's been two years and now you're gone (Gone) I'll tell you that it's all I've ever know How I remember growing up in my Catholic home Yeah you f** it up, just like everything You'll never get what a mother meant I never meant for any of this to happen 'Cause it's been two years and now you're gone Yeah it's been two years and now you're gone (Gone) I'll tell you that it's all I've ever know How I remember growing up in my Catholic home Yeah you f** it up, just like everything You'll never get what a mother meant I never meant for any of this to happen Woah, you'll never get what a mother meant I'll tell you that it's all I've ever know How I remember growing up in my Catholic home Yeah you f** it up, just like everything You'll never get what a mother meant I never meant for any of this to happen