Grayscale - Mum lyrics

I saw you in my sleep last night Chasing after me, riding my first bike Looking back, so mad you let go Falling down, scraped knees Graveled palms, standing there all alone Your hands let go Why did you have to leave? I know there’s a reason Chasing new love Now you’re someone I’m never gonna know So sick of watching you running So sick of grieving your loss I used to pray that the summer sun Could warm your bones And pull out all the d** I’m sorry mother I know what you feel when you’re alone Spent all those years fighting for love But all it fueled was addiction See all the wrong you’ve done Cause it’s been three years and I’m still stuck inside your wake I sat by the door And I waited for you to come home, but you never came Do you still hear my younger voice? So raspy and pained Guess you’ll never hear it nowadays It’s such a shame, oh well It’s a goddamn shame So sick of watching you running So sick of grieving your loss You were my chrysanthemum, but all went wrong You faded away like dust