Grayscale - Fever Dream lyrics

I’m ashes, post-flame All the coal that disintegrates I’ll just lie here quietly, sink into the earth’s defeat As I watched you grow dull, wonder how you stay so cold Always knew something was wrong Never chose to play along, here So sit down, shut off, I don’t know how I let you lead so long Cause right now you’re only holding me back Cause I’m not where I want to be, and you’re not who I wish you were So I’ll rest my eyes and we’ll try in another life While I was eating off the floor, alone and drowning in my thoughts Your gut was full, still wanting more You wanted more I walk this road, behind you now I feel so lost, cause you’re never gonna turn around Down cobblestone, I scream your name I fight your past, cause you’re never gonna feel the same Drown myself in this peaceful lake Feel the water pull me away Maybe there’s a place for us down here someday I’ll see you again someday; I promise I’ll see you someday Cause I’m not where I want to be, no you’re not who I wish you were So I’ll rest my eyes and we’ll try in another life