Gray Matter - Retrospect lyrics

Seeing things in retrospect Is something I can never do cause Images grow dark with age And make me wish for something new I can't believe I've been up all night Thinking nothings wrong but knowing nothings right Seeing things in retrospect Is seeing things that never could last Am I growing up or am I losing touch With the past as the Caffeine and nicotine Are burning out my insides Are these nasty habits Or are these just tools to survive