Gravediggaz - Suicide (JMT vs Gravediggaz) lyrics

[Gatekeeper] Back in the ghetto it rained for 40 days Ear like slain but I can't show no pain My headache, enormous proportions is the size of a bucket Pain k**ers can't touch it, yo What my little brother's gone Now I'm torn apart as I stand with the knife at my heart We shared the good and the bad times When moms broke out to the store it was halftime Remember she came back yo And we got beatings with the Hot Wheels track I felt the hurt from your own predicament Lost your scholarship Can't play pro ball with torn ligaments Career suddenly ended, your goal was offended Suicide deft tips recomended to try black But you and I verse as we bless the earth So let us pour the wine preventin suicide [Grym Reaper] Nicole strolled away from home at age 12 In search of herself she found an angel of hell Who deceived her like Eve and convinced her to leave her family You could see she was very naive The fallacy she was taught was brainwashed thoughts In a cult with no culture, soon she was forced Into showing her skin tones for thin grins and moans To please her saviour Jim Jones Her pops was a ex-marine, him and his team Got M-16's so they could blow up the scene "No tambourine beatin deacon is freakin my seed every weekend As long as I'm breathin" They parachuted in Started shootin men recruited by Jim Grabbed Nicole and threw her into the trunk She was that close to drinkin the punch And realized false prophets lead to suicide [Rzarector] I was born in the bed of thorns Surrounded by men with horns, wicked forms But still I was happy to be born I grew up in a house of ten Of mouse and men, rats and roaches lackin oxygen Every night I dreamed I saw ghosts Babies cryin, David uncles dyin, mom's tryin, pop's lyin Mom's goin across his head with a frying pan Me and my man made plans to rule the land and raise a fam Now my man stands six feet deep in a box covered with sand Tears are droppin, n***as droppin off Droppin out the 2 to 5 smokin plus Do or die suicide About to face a bid cause I tried to erase this kid Made him to embrace the biscuits in my face Pull it back erase it kid Pull the trigger, but I figure That I got a little RZA Can't let him get trapped by the evil wizards Wicked men apply genocide, homicide for you and I to try Won't figure this out til you die