Grave Flowers - Mentally Exposed lyrics

Waking up alone and my dream is gone Face another day I'm feeling cold my soul has holes That will never heal I'm so sick inside got a twisted mind Can no longer cope I wish I could be happy but reality hurts It brings me down and makes me lick the dirt Looking back at life then I realize I'm not meant to be How did I end up here is it cause I fear The world outside I can't hear a sound and I can't look out Mostly my eyes are shut I fear for my tomorrow cause it might be like yesterday I felt all the sorrow and I cried in vain Looking at the white walls with tears in my eyes I don't know why I'm here and why I'm alive It's so cold in here and no one hears me cry When d**h calls my name I'll gladly say goodbye Night will soon be here then I disappear Into my own world No one can hurt me there and I feel no fear Embraced by tranquility Please don't let me wake my body shakes I have left my life Now I'm happy and reality doesn't hurt I'm underground, I'm buried in the dirt No white walls surrounds me, now I'm free to fly To leave this earth was a good way to say goodbye