Grave Flowers - Different Moods lyrics

In the fields of loneliness I'm standing lost again I wish I could tell you how I feel inside Life isn't a dream that's going on forever when I'm dead and gone I hope I'm feeling better I can't describe my emotions can't put them into words I do not often cry I want love but I just hide Life isn't a dream that's going on forever when I'm dead and gone I hope I'm feeling better I have felt the bitterness I have felt the joy I've been in different moods all my life No state seems to please me I wonder who I am My flame for life is fading save me if you can In the d**h valley lonley I'm standing lost and cold My flame is burned out I'm no longer alive Life isn't a dream that's going on forever when I'm dead and gone I hope I'm feeling better