Once upon a time I was not afraid To face this thing called life I don't know who's to blame But there is no happiness in sight Once upon a time I was happy I wish I could be again All I see is darkness And my eyes are not closed I'm living in a pa**ed dream I don't know where it will end this time All my greater moments are gone I wish I could freeze the time Think back to the time when I was younger I thought it would work it out by itself I have only grown older Things ahead of me I just want to forget I'm living in a pa**ed dream I don't know where it will end this time All my greater moments are gone I wish I could freeze the time From inside comes the fear that brings me down Wishing I could go back into a memory From inside comes the fear that brings me down Wishing I could get rid of reality