Live in darkest dreams; d** roam in my head Nothing's like it seems; still the blood is red Myself is what I hate; my living and my lie I blow to my fate; never try I hate myself, don't call my name [Chorus:] Hate is strong, hate is black, k**s the light,no way back Don't go my way Don't go this way Oh God help me Here's the road that leads to hate The sh** of all the years, it lies upon my soul Depressions and my fears, things I can't control The days are painted grey, I never see the light I throw myself away, give up, never fight The sun somtimes shines, upoon my wretched miind But I just close my eyes, and hate is what I find Hope is what I need, despair is what I find Hate is what I feed, hate is what I live