Gramatik - Shiva's Dance lyrics

[Verse] Knife unsheathed asking me why did I cheat I tell her she should know, lets follow the rainbow That is our life together every night the fights get better So keep it together cuz it wasn't once I did it twice I would've went a third time shxt that would've been today Don't act surprised I've been miserable for the past 122 days Smoking 4 blunts everyday, and that couldn't resolve my misery Yes misery girl you're the worst I should've kicked you to the curb When I had the chance, I still have the chance Psycho b**h put down that knife lets end this nice Before you lose this fight, that's been brewing since that faithful night I realized I don't need you next to me to sleep right You complained said I was distant I complained and asked why can't you listen? To what I'm saying over complicating simple situations 1.18 What the f**s wrong with you? You just had to give me trust, give me love Give me lust, and swallow every other nut Not even every time You don't have to wait on line for some kicks Or buy me fly sh** just be my down chick And kiss me softly don't complain as much And relax instead of argue let my hands ma**age you And please you to my potential But you didn't you just complained Asked how many girls I was dating How many girls call me babe How much you'd have to pay me to be with you? This ain't a service this was love Now you want it back? sorry I can't I avoid Mistakes, errors and catastrophic women That bring me problems, troubling my soul I swear you must be the reason why priests vow to be alone You're lethal, I love it, I want it You're bad for my health and I just wanna own you Sex you up till d**h, and cry as you lay in my arms Wishing I could revive you with my lips But that's a fairy tale and we know it So just accept me how I am and run away as fast as you can You'll be the d**h of me, we don't belong 2.05 She stares me in my eyes, rage clouds her sight That knife that she put down, is now held high I just ignore it and walk away slowly Then she slices my back tryna make me Look like tony, but I'm a fighter I turn around And slam her head against the wall She stabs me in my gut I kick her in the chest Watching her gasp for air I contemplate murder But I love her, I could never, I could never I offer her some help, she's crying she needs help Punched in her face, blood dripping down But this woman's not the victim Not this time this one's more vicious I've yet to see her fangs, here's my mistake I help her up And try to hug her, she swings her arm Tryna stab me in the back of my head One swift motion, I don't feel the strike I drop to my knees, and start to cry Gasping for air, my body's covered in blood But I'm alive, I'm alive, raise my head and see her eyes Her breasts showing, stained bra, tears falling So are mine, she's commit suicide To her this love was do or die I look back and question who am I? What have I done? the thing I've claimed cherish so much I've morphed and destroyed, watched it crumble in my palm I should swallow napalm, I've destroyed my fountain My Feminine Fountain of Youth life is meaningless without you [Chorus] I love you girl, I swear I do You're beautiful, you're not a hoe You'll one day be a mother, raise a fam You're my fountain of youth I wouldn't exist without you, none of us would [Outro] Forgive any man that pains you, for they know not what they do Feminine Fountain Of Youth I wouldn't exist without you