Grady - Troubled Mind lyrics

Troubled mind I have smoked a couple times I'm lying but a lion with the lines I'm aligned with truth and courage Never been afraid to speak it just hurts when Nobody is there to listen I know, I'm very distant but I've made it so far I don't know where my notes are Last I recall I put on the symphonies of Mozart Then I dozed off I'm broke as a fiend Focused on being the greatest ever with a little bit of that coke in my genes I got dope rhymes I swear, I don't need a cosign I'm so kind with the meanest flow I apologize, I don't mean to boast But you better be ready for the fire and learn to sweat I work like my worth is debt and to earn respect Sometimes I'm a nervous wreck but I, I'm sorry Everything is better when I'm alone I can hear the wind and my own vocals I got a confession The seconds I spend in a dark room is stress and aggression I'm left with - hold up I don't know what I'm saying Sometimes it feels like you're leaving me God because everybody all of a sudden completely forgot The reason I'm not speaking to you It's the pain and emotion I might take a break but prolly fade in a moment I just wanna feel good, celebrate and eat cake with the closest friends of mine Until then I look in the mirror like I'm facing opponents But I'll be honest, I had different intentions I didn't know I would end up in the same room Coming up with vivid expressions I sit in a mess and create the most precious I visit depression too often to reminisce and accept that I'm better than I used to be I'm doing me and a lot more I got no other way to go, I'll say it slow I'm elevating Sometimes I think of being the greatest I mean I'm twenty but feeling like Michael with the blue and white I got the flu tonight, I'm so ill; it's game five Feel the ba**line that's suicides Never defeated though my shoes are tied Swear I'm going up like that Tuesday vibe I ain't slipping, I move with pride Just pray with me I keep it a hunnit I don't care for the commas I came for the crown I don't need it I want it I'm too obsessed It's like three in the morning I'm buried deep with emotions and the coldest rhymes I'm close to making it but my hope is fading quick Lord embrace me it's only time