Gradient of Disorder - Gate of Oblivion lyrics

How often did I stand At the edge of my world Gazing into the abyss Drifting amiss How close I have been To the gate where it ends Barely escaping the void Of mind and soul It is the gate that leads beyond Life and Death Joy and Misery Drowned in... At the gate of oblivion Where will you turn? Run and scream or stand and cling Or plunging yourself in At the gate of oblivion We all make our last stand One step where we all will too soon be As often did I flee Could not face insanity Brought by nihilistic dreams Hearing the screams But slowly I feel Weariness inside o’me My resolve fading away Oblivion closing in It is the gate that leads beyond Life and Death Joy and Misery Drowned in... At the gate of oblivion Where will you turn? Run and scream or stand and cling Or plunging yourself in At the gate of oblivion We all make our last stand One step where we all will too soon be Existence is meaningless Without the end We may delay it Only to fight A war lost at birth At the gate of oblivion Where will you turn? Run and scream or stand and cling Or plunging yourself in At the gate of oblivion We all make our last stand One step where we all will too soon be