Gracie Abrams - Camden lyrics

[Verse 1] I never said but know that I Can't picture anything past twenty-five Not like I care to know the time and Not like I'm lookin' for that silence Self diagnosing 'til I'm borderline I'll do whatever helps to sleep at night Until I'm feelin' like an island Until I'm strong enough to hide it What was I thinkin' lookin' for a sign? As if I've ever seen the stars align Somebody take over the drive and Somebody notice how I'm tryin' Somebody notice how I'm tryin' [Chorus] When I'm talkin' that lie on him All of the time Callin' it fine Callin' it fine Talkin' that lie All of the timе Callin', it fine Callin', it fine [Verse 2] How dare you call mе when you're in your head? Like when you're merely keepin' sign of it I only talk into the mirror I'm only scared of gettin' bigger At least I'll never turn to cigarettes My brother shielded me from all of that He said that smokin' was a killer He said he knows that I've been bitter Maybe I'm waitin' for the gold hat The validation that I never got Most of the game is unfamilliar Most of the girls are gettin' thinner [Chorus] When I'm talkin' that lie on him All of the time Callin' it fine Callin' it fine Talkin' that lie All of the time Callin', it fine Callin', it fine [Bridge] Hole in me, a wound to close But I leave the whole thing open I just wanted you to know, I was never good at copin' Hole in me, a wound to close But I leave the whole thing open I just wanted you to know, I was never good at copin' Hole in me, a wound to close But I leave the whole thing open I just wanted you to know, I was never good at copin' Hole in me, a wound to close But I leave the whole thing open I just wanted you to know, I was never good at copin' [Outro] I never said but know that I Can't picture anything past twenty-five Not like I care to know the time and Not like I'm lookin' for that silence I never said it but I know that I I bury baggage 'til it's out of sight I think it's better if I hide it I really hope that I'll survive this