If I am to die, be it by my own hands I still would of lived! "If I am to die..." What is life? ...a pa**age to my demise What is d**h? ...a pa**age to my demise Darkness is confort And whilst enshrouded in it, I'm at ease To be myself under nights sky (what a majestic dream) "This earthly grave that I lie upon awaite" It is immortality I seek Immortality to me is living life A god to myself and myself only! Immortality, the Satanist's dream What is life? ...a pa**age to my demise What is d**h? ...a pa**age to my demise I have gone so far, I can no longer go on This daylight, it brings tears to my eyes I have fallen...let it be!