Gorguts - Calamitous Mortification lyrics

Lie in my bed Waiting for my fate Will I live again Or is it too late? Fight this unbearable war That I didn't choose So how can I know If I win or lose? Scream to bear this pain That's enough to go insane Tons of questions are in my head And the only answer I found is d**h Intoxicate my body To leave the stage of agony In hope of getting an ease I'll never lose the vicious disease Treatment is always the same No results are yet obtained I'm digging a grave in my bed O dear god wish a was dead... The only good thing Doctors decided to do with me Was to sample parts of my body For a elaborated study Calamitous mortification Is the main cause of my mortality Leave my body to putrefaction I will be the mortician's depravity Lie in my bead Waiting for my fate Will I live again Or is it too late? Fight this unbearable war That I didn't choose So how can I know If I win or lose?