Gonzo 9000 - The Day after Tomorrow lyrics

The day after tomorrow maybe ill awake from this nightmare So i can look you dead in the eyes and get my f**in sights clear Im right here, but right now, i might snap under the pressure Now it keeps burning inside my head like my brains for DR. Lector And the day after tomorrow maybe ill see things different So animalistic pa**ion could coexist with vague indifference And they could hold hands and smile but still theres something missing Like the loophole that im lost in its in the head, defective trippin And the day after tomorrow maybe ill breakthrough the confusion Cathartic delusions sink in the darkened seclusion And im lucid and im losing to these selfish sequences That seem to excavate the surface to reveal our deepest weaknesses Then the day after tomorrow maybe ill write the greatest composition That i ever wrote in my life but only with the right prescription And the speed sets in dyslexic when the clover rips So i can get down off this cross build a bridge and get over it So while i walk through the city with a sickness in my stomach And i look upon the infrastructure and hope for the heavens plummet I see the little people stumble and shudder against the wind Where the breeze blows colder then lokis shoulder to odin And im frozen and im fractured, a fragment without the fractal And the fantasy that i had found fictionalized in this likwid capsule And for a second im secure in all the situations stagnate That ll saturate the shapes until i see you in the static Its madness its magic, its rabid, its tragic Its that hand outstretched when you can't afford to grab it Watch the knuckles gleam white with all the tension and the anguish So he sits and smokes ciggarettes thinking of where the blame sits Its painful, i know this, i know cuz you inspired me But deep down the inspiration had turned why does it tire me I tired of tryin, tired of cryin , sick from lyin to myself ................................... ................................... ............. i need help The day after tomorrow maybe i'll finally move forward And i can clear the stress and repress these feelings i had for her Its a horrible thought but its the only outcome i can forsee That doesnt involve the mental strain equal to that of a divorcee But the day after tomorrow i'll have to start being selfish For my health i'll have to stop...stop being so selfless Stop the relentless aquarian curse that keeps on haunting me Like when i'd look into your eyes and was convinced you really wanted me And then the day after tomorrow will we still be the same people Like spike im hearing angels as the stained gla** cracks cathedral And its evil and i need this but i feel like im falling But i just wanna numb the pain on shady lane my lady's calling So the day after tomorrow maybe i'll wake up Maybe take a look in the mirror and see what im really made off Maybe truth is stranger than fiction, and compa**ion merely anger Maybe oneday i can look you in the eyes again and not feel like a stranger Shallow breathing while im sleepin' but its creepin' into conscious And im awkward and im achy but i dont know how to stop this And its constant and its k**ing me its filling me with regrets Spilling out across the page but the worst hasnt even come yet It manifested itself in the darkest depths of the dungeon Where i lock it all away until the point of combustion Countin' sheep in crosshairs while the stars crossed our path On the balcony i anxiously awaited our own stars collapse Relax, grin, relapse, react to the broken silence Reactivate that part of you that had walked a thousand miles Reinstate your insurcurities formed of violence and abandonment So when the sh** hits the fan maybe you'd know just how to handle it So that when the day after tomorrow comes the sorrow runs with it And that emptiness inside reflects a borrowed chrome finish Maybe the day that you finally you realize what you really meant to me Will be the day i can spell jimmy c...e...m...e...n...t ...which if youre familiar with linquistics and syntax Means it's something that'll probably never happen...