Gomorrah - 33 Utopia lyrics

Living safe and happy with friends far and wide In this community with people by my side So why did no one notice when four years ago I died Why did they not find me On the first day that I died More were soon to pa** on by Before there came the rancid flies The first week I but wondered The second puzzled me The third then made me realise That a fourth was yet to be Here I now lay How long must I remain Why must I be seen this way I have had my time Did I need to die? Now low here I lie Letters fall to the floor Watched by silent eyes Every know at the door is met by soundless cries I live in debt and pay no bills, still I have my home No one cares so no one knows, tell me why this should be so Laying here, serenity Silent heights, a lonely climb Melancholic company I've been absent for sometime The first year was so lonely The hate grew in my mind Three more years were soon to pa** Open the door to a gruesome find Here I now lay How long must I remain Why must I be seen this way