Golgotha - Nothing lyrics

(Being being being) Being at the place of darkness Where everything that exists, never is Being in the place of inexistence Where silence is everything Where silence never stops Being in a place I ignore Where sadness dominates monotony Where time ? hands ? And I feel the impediment of taking out The anguish that resounds in my inside And I feel all his foundless madness Which oppress me like a thousand gravities And I feel more presence That gets lost in the infinity (infinity) I feel his torture in my being I feel his screams in my mind I feel his breath in my soul I feel his look in my spirit I try to cry and I have no eyes I try to hear and I have no ears I try to smell and I have no nose I try to touch and I have no hands I try to burst, and I have no body I try to burst, and I have no body I feel his torture in my being I feel his screams in my mind I feel his breath in my soul I feel his look in my spirit What's the sense of this demented Function which trapes me? What's the order of this puzzle If none of us fits okay? What's the motive of this whole emptiness If we don't exist in any concrete point? What's the answer to everything If I can't even make Make a question? [a question?] [a question] All these pleasures, refused All these sacrifices, in vain All these prays, with no destiny All these penances, absurd All these abstinences To get a beyond From the plenty grace And above all these Fears to an inexistent God For this Chaos (This Chaos) (This Chaos) All these pleasures, refused All these sacrifices, in vain All these prays, with no destiny All these penances, absurd All these abstinences To get a beyond From the plenty grace And above all these Fears to an inexistent God For this Chaos (Yeah) Is this perpetual night, perhaps my personal hell?? Maybe this perpetual night, bring a clear sunrise Which let me see the sky, that I think I deserve But until that moment I can only wait and reflect About everything and nothing And try to remember the mistakes That confined me to utter obscurity