I’ve got to be something more than “Hey, what happened to him?” Lukewarm and swear that I’m choking I can feel them forgetting me I hope you won’t see who I am tonight A nameless window in a millions lights The dying beauty of her fireflies beats down on me beneath the hanging knife Loneliness blows her kiss Turns her key locks me in The fear begins I’ve got to be something more than “Hey, what happened to him?” Lukewarm and swear that I’m choking I can feel them forgetting me I search through webs and walls every night To find a host more miserable than mine Wishing waiting running out of pride Can’t sleep can’t catch a dream of a greater life Check my phone, chasing ghosts “Admit that you’re alone” Summer smiles hurt the most “This is what you chose” I’ve got to be something more than “Hey, what happened to him?” Lukewarm and swear that I’m choking I’ll make sure they don’t forget me Don’t know just if I can do this Feeling the end Missing the way way that I once was How did I let this happen?