Breathing slowly, mechanical heartbeat losing contact with the living Almighty TV plugged, hybrid empty brain don't see anything real in the game The tension is building constantly No reason just a reflex I have, driven by clockwork I try to keep an eye open And I realize I haven't closed my eyes in a long time Neglected emotions lead to catastrophic voyage on the other side I have been given so much stress and lack of confidence I've been given the gift of so small hope deep inside I haven't closed my eyes in a long time, I am trying I cannot stomach these forms and colors anymore but I'm here to continue, after all I have been through I try to keep my eyes open, I am realizing This life and d**h more precious than anything I won't bring no material in the after life Take no possessions, I would rather travel light I'm of this kind that k**s all day but I don't know yet how to die Art of dying, is the way to let all go Within I practice in the secret of my soul My shape in the reflector has now for ever, a life on it's own