Hey mom, concerned with what I've become Suicidal maybe, satanic maybe On d**, on off and back on I'm an enigma, I'm pissed off at everything and Everyone thinks that I'm headstrong I've been too hard on you far too many times for us to Go back, forget what's said and what's done I can't help myself I just need to shake myself and Wake up, hug kiss and make up Tell you that I'm sorry and that you shouldn't Worry about this stuff Hey love don't let me down You know I'm lost when you are not around You tell me lies and put me on You make me mad enough to k** you in song And I say words, things that I regret I get so clumsy when I'm scared, I try to walk away but I look back, remember where I belong I can't help myself I just need to kick myself and