Gob - About My Summer lyrics

I took a walk in the park the bluest blue in the sky Until my legs gave out I sat on a bridge and died And when they covered my eyes, there wasn't a soul to save And then they started to laugh, it had to be done again I know it's the price I pay You can't feel a heat that's 200 miles away I'm alone, it was my choice to stay And stare in an empty mirror at yesterday I went into a void, you were the void, a maze If I could keep to myself it keeps me alive untouched I wear a permanent frown, nervous about my fate If it's a million to one, I can't hold you down that way And I know it's the price I pay You can't feel a heat that's 200 miles away I'm alone, it was my choice to stay Here an abandoned minefield that you made