Gob - Ok lyrics

I break the bones to pieces in my hands my clenching fingers Were you the same all along did I just get bored Why did I push you away I still sit plagues with questions, your actions, your intentions Why couldn't you just talk to me Was it that I just couldn't smile anymore Tired of keeping it inside so I failed at you And now I pa** out every night i a**ociate the worst things With your face and I know you're at a loss from what You threw away I just wish that you had left my innocence Even now I still wonder how you are truly concerned That you're well even though you put me through this Because I see that it's better off this way When I think that it is right and I know that I'm ok