Gob - Oh! Ellin lyrics

oh! Ellin what can i do? there is nothing aside from you. i hate to say i'm starting again to try to get you off of my mind i must admit it's so hard to do oh Ellin! with no you by my side i have the chance to land on my own two feet and keep my chin off the ground but now you're gone i bet myself up about it, it s**s without you around, it s**s when you're not around. oh! Ellin what can i do? there isnothing aside from you. oh! Ellin what can i lose? there's nothing aside from you. i trace your steps but i get lost i bet i'ts what you had in mind and can't you see that all is not well oh! Ellin not since you left me behind. i waste away it's miserable here it's stupid to even try to pretend because when you slip my mind i start to panic, i'm scare to lose you again, i'm scared i'll lose you again.