GnarLee - Moonlit Reflection lyrics

Look, when's Lee's turn to shine? What's Lee's state of mind? Chaotic thoughts, pressures to be big As K Dot, Maybach, s'why you always Stay sharp, flicking through TV Hoping to see me saying, "Hey, mom" But what's a reality, a fallacy? Ain't nothing more? Do you see the potential I see in me Down in my core? Can you glimpse within my dreams and visions Breaking the systems of a heritage That states I'm displaying a Failures symptoms? Sometimes I just say things to say them Without serving a real purpose Maybe I'm just complaining About how my blessings are actually a disservice See, what they wanted was some Boom-bap, rude rap! Caught up in The mood trap, bringing the whole crew back Who's that? I could be Everything that I imagine If only fear of the unknown wasn't a habit Spazzing, gasping Head beneath the waters it was Tragic, drastic Could've died that day if my father hadn't Seen me grasping, asking, for A second chance to touch the sky Once more, part of me wishes It never happened But what's the point, cruel world? We escape the pain within our sleep No teenage angst, lots of us Just tryna find dreams Racking out our minds and knocking our brains What come back are echoes of regret That reverberate through veins And I never thought that dead weight would Haunt me until the morning I never thought a gun shot could Pierce the night with mourning Never crossed my mind that my father Could lose his brother, rather Don't we think that it would happen to someone other? Is it bad if we wish it? Is it bad if we're all selfish? I guess not, being raised by The descendants of Ellis Seems like a bridge of words would Never mend the differences Judgements we pa**ing down will Always stay images This the ramblings of someone who's always had something I really wish I could understand having nothing But everyone has had pain, everyone has felt hurt Is the lack thereof really worth? Fear comes to frutition. It looks like it's the end And we can carry all the burdens till we somehow amend Really hope there's always a happy ending Then again, maybe we should stop pretending Then again...then again