Gla** Hammer - Sand lyrics

Gliding along looking down on accustomed Yet strange terrain Seeing myself from below, looking up Looking down and back again There is place at the back of my mind Behind the door In a room that seems to move around Will I go looking for Something under a pile of old magazines Forgotten photos, I'm not sure There is something I'm not getting It's right there but I'm not seeing When I turn to see it's gone Shadows of times when I was young Or times that have not yet come Feelings from any time but presently Sent running through a sieve Floating away, just a drop swirling down a drain One tiny, cosmic neutron misfiring In the epileptic, galactic rain I can see it fast retreating It's behind me, like heart beating When I turn to see it's gone Shadows of times when I was young Or times that have not yet come Feelings from any time but presently Sent running through a sieve I can feel the gra** is greener The sun is warmer I wish I knew if I was there or If it's just a dream Closing the doors in my mind to the rooms Where I won't go Tidying up all of the slips of paper that I Would never show myself