Girlysound - If I Ever Pay You Back lyrics

I don't have what it takes to stay with you I'm leaving and undertaking's (?) not what I plan But anyway you know By and large anywhere I go I won't find anyone who loves me enough to make you look bad All the cars on the road are driving away from you But I'm still looking under my nose to see who I am But anywhere I go (?) Any card I show I won't find anyone who'll tell me what I need to know That's not how it's done But anyway you know By and large anywhere I go I won't find anyone who loves me enough If I ever pay you back If my money and wallet's intact I'll probably be in a box laying down Loosely suited in black