Ginger - Beautifully, Blissfully Unsettled lyrics

I feel unsettled, unhappy, unable to deal with the commotion and emotional demotion. I feel A little bitter, I sit here, the quitter in me and he is troubled, unstable and unable to be Just like the others that cover the city outside don't have a TV, I don't know if someone famous has died Because I live in a cave, I'm away from the light where I sleep all day, and I wake in the night Beautifully, blissfully unsettled Heavenly, eternally unwell Miserably, fatally unsettled I'd settle for some happiness in hell I am as weak as a baby, I'm as thick as a brick I'm like a gun in the hands of a lunatic A few steps forward, but I'm so far behind I feel the end getting closer and I don't even mind Because the bullets of hate strike deadly and clean They find a doubt sized entry and they get in between I took a good long sh** a little earlier today It smelled of chocolate, I didn't wanna flush it away Beautifully, blissfully unsettled Heavenly, eternally unwell Miserably, fatally unsettled I'll settle for some happiness in hell