Gin$eng - Misused lyrics

[Verse 1: Eidolon] "I'm better off dead" I'm goin out my brain I'm so insane I need a lane switch Swervin on the freeway NFV play with my main b**h She smile at me laughin Faith im lackin in the same sh** Turning toward the bridge Hit the peddle let my pain slip Out into this water Pure disorder and I'm feelin free Nothin but the night and I'm feelin where I wanna be I severed all my weight but sh** oh yeah nah this ain't me Lost all of my weakness Yeah my pretense Now Im a banshee Eidolon the reaper With the witch now bring the coven out Souls out in droves f** the drones shut your damn mouth You tokin the stove rolled the bones In a trance now Last thing you know eyes close Lemme hear you shout "I'm better off dead" [Verse 2: Rich Maiden] You said that the money would come (well it didn't) I'm running around with a gun on my hip And I'm pressing a cigarette bu*t on my wrist It's the first of the month bout to sell a prescription Narcotics anonymous, k**ing the children But I'll do whatever for money, you feel me A broke motherf**er just making a living Cuz Thornwall ain't cheap like these 40's are man I'm a villain Verses taped up to the ceiling Slice open my throat It's a beautiful feeling I don't f** with sabbath Malice my religion So summon our souls We some pitiless sinners Been miserable for long as I remember Possessed with deception Don't know any better Respect my intentions I'm bitter Been locked up inside of this prison forever I'm better off dead Sorry I didn't regret all of the things that I said Nevertheless I'm forever in your debt I've been hiding this depression from you We do not deserve to be here Covered in sand I'm at one with my tomb Butcher my flesh so I feel like a wound Down to the depths I descend I might lose everything But I started with nothing My life has been misused