Gillio - Never Again lyrics

[Verse 1: Gillio] You don't know what it's like To walk my shoes everyday Being forced to deal With all the sh** that they say Cause they're always making fun of me Always pushing me down Acting like f**ing kings But I don't see no crown And they find it so good So entertaining It's like I'm their favourite target and They're always aiming And there's no reason for it No possible explaining It's like they like destroying me With all the sh** they're saying But what if I told you That I'm tired of it Tired of everyone treating me like I'm their subject And what if I told you That I won't back down That I'll stand up to anyone Who will wear that crown What if I told you That I ain't giving up 'till I die I'm dreaming But I ain't putting up With the sh** they pull My rage limit is full Ain't s**ing up again I gotta follow my soul [Hook: Gillio] And when I'm gone You'll just move on While I'm in the studio rapping 'till the break of dawn Following the beat Spilling my thoughts away I'll do it everyday While you just stay the same [Verse 2: Gillio] And it's just everyday Man I'm so tired of it I don't know how much longer I can deal with all of it Maybe it won't take that long 'till I'm outta this place But it seems so far away Man at least at this pace Wake up everyday Knowing that it's the same Not even sure if it's myself Or them that I should blame But I don't even care It's just so much pain I just can't deal with it I just need to get away But maybe one day I'll look back at all of this and say "Man it was worth dealing with that sh**" But it's kinda hard Believing with no hope Not even sure if this will keep me from Going broke But I need to take a chance Try to climb this ladder Even if every step breaks I'll climb it better And if I walk past it Actually reach the top You can be sure that there's Nothing that'll ever make me pop [Hook: Gillio] And when I'm gone You'll just move on While I'm in the studio rapping 'till the break of dawn Following the beat Spilling my thoughts away I'll do it everyday While you just stay the same [Verse 3: Gillio] And now I'm up here Up in the atmosphere The dark clouds are gone and I can see clear I'll never forget Who walked up with me And all those who said Fame's something I'd never see Everyday I pray For that one true day Where I'll get the payback of those Who mock me today And maybe then I'll say With my true honesty That I'm now watching What they said I'd never see And I'm seeing it up close Not from the far like you Bet you regret it now Wish you could be here too I would have brought you with me But you just had to do it I didn't need your support or Your help through it I just needed peace and quiet to work You did the opposite and drove me beserk (me beserk) Well that actually helped Got the rage out of myself Now it's on the mic And I'm at the top of the shelf And I won't back down This time I'm up for good Go and mock me again Really, I think you should Give me the fuel I need To feed this fire Every time you insult me Man I just get a step higher (step higher) Higher to rap (higher to rap) Higher to spit (higher to spit) My sword's the pen so I don't need No guns to hit (no guns to hit) But man don't think that I Won't raise my fists to you I-I- ain't joking man I'm just speaking the truth (I'm just speaking the truth) And now I'm back You can say it's wack Won't give a f** My life's hip hop and rap And in a couple years You'll hear this track again See me on tv and think How stupid you were back then And there's one more thing That I need to say And if you need to say it say it to my face not when I'm away Don't make stupid jokes, face it like a man Let's take it outside so you can understand fully [Outro: Gillio] And when I'm gone Just move on You hear the sound of my voice and Just carry on