GHXST - Meant 2 Be lyrics

Hey Awww Yeah.. f**.. Guess it wasn't meant to be Guess it wasn't meant to be Guess it wasn't meant to be (yeah) Guess it wasn't meant to be (aww) Said I gave you all my energy (yeah) Guess it wasn't meant to be. (yeah) Guess it wasn't meant to be Damn, my depression is back I f**ed around and relapsed I think I actually need "xans" I think I actually need "act" I think I actually need potent Yo Rolie please pa** me that sh** that you smokin I think this time I'll turn them blunts into roaches Get opposite of high, I ain't gotta lie Weed it gives me hives, I just wanna die f**in suicide without who am I, I just wanna cry I just wanna cry out my tears I won't forget this whole year I won't forget this hoe, yeah Pour me up a bottle, said I need to get faded Snort another pill, I need to get jaded Damn I feel lazy, I think that's depression I'm in my section, counting my blessings I just want you to love me, before they all love me I told you, just to love me, (like The Weeknd said) Before they all love me