GHXST - Help lyrics

[Hook] I'm sick of feeling like sh**, sick of feeling like this Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it What the f** was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it [Verse 1] Don't try to help me now Don't wanna hear a thing I'd rather burn than drown Never gave a f** about nobody else, I only care about myself At least that's what i been told , f** you too Lookin' at these people like who are you How could you say that Not one to complain but I am sick of this pain Am I the only one out there That's looking for somewhere To get away from everybody? I don't wanna go back Pop a bunch of pills Until my vision goes black [Bridge 1] I try to tell myself that I got so much to live for I'm tired of being this way [Hook] I'm sick of feeling like sh**, sick of feeling like this Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it What the f** was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it [Verse 2] Come back to my senses Finger on the trigger, wouldn't that be so senseless? Throw it all away and leave em left with just pictures People never cared but now they posting I miss you's The pressure's building up I'm nauseous weak and exhausted Don't ever get too close to me just keep your distance be cautious I feel like I'm exploding internally hopeless, I'm choking and hoping d**h is approaching me soon as possible hopefully [Bridge 2] I'm sorry what I feel I say Nobody understands unless you feel this way Numb to everything but I can still feel grey I'm tired of being this way [Hook] I'm sick of feeling like sh**, sick of feeling like this Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it What the f** was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it [Verse 3] Why me? Put it all behind me Thought I'd get away from it But its right here beside me Will I ever catch a break? Was I even meant to be here Look into the mirror who The f** do I see here? I just feel empty not asking for sympathy I just can't seem to find what it is with me I wake up confused and my soul has been bruised And the world is dead to Me I feel like I'm losin' me I feel like I'm losin' me [Hook] I'm sick of feeling like sh**, sick of feeling like this Had some positivity inside of me, I lost it What the f** was I complaining for when I had everything I ever needed Used to wake up to it then, now all I ever do is dream it