Cig: The following is a true story...a story about love and heartbreak. You Put your neck out for somebody and no matter what it seems like in this life You get f**ed in the end. And no matter how hard you try, no matter how hard You push yourself, it's never good enough. And after all the sacrifices gone Within the blink of an eye man, I thought it was something special, now you Made the worst mistake of your life, b**h [Cig] It may come as a surprise cause people don't realize What actually takes place in peoples lives My father collapsed right in front of my eyes Held him in my arms, prayin' to God he hears my cries He's in the hospital now while she's tellin' me lies Like "I need a break Chris" and I'm askin' her "Why?" You think you know a person till you realize their disguise I'm told my daddy's comin' home, this was our goodbyes Who knew this b**h would leave me when I needed her most And who knew when it was rough this b**h would turn into a ghost See, scars run deep, and no, they won't mend And no matter how hard I try I get f**ed over again You need time to yourself? Well here's some to spend But I found out you're in a club while I'm cryin' here again No dad, no guidance, so tell me this is how it ends And this f**in' b**h told me we'll still be friends!? Yeah right! [Chorus] Words don't explain what it means to hold you in my arms again Words, words cannot say I love to be with you in every way [Cig] The words, and I quote, "Ill always be there for you" Let's be true, the only person you're there for is you And no one should have to go through what I went through You're selfish, you even believe your own lies is true And who was there when your parents kicked you out? Me And who was there when you cursed your best friends out? Me And who was there to buy you presents just to make you happy? Me And after all of this, this is how you f**in' thank me? Your sorry's belated, I hope you f**in' die! So you could feel the pain that I carry on inside I wouldn't talk to no one and all I did was cry Blamin' myself, askin God "Why, f**in' why!?" Why I get out of bed? Why do I even try? Nobody understands me, this life's one f**in' lie Lie in your own blood, you drove me to this Say goodbye to the world, I'll see you in hell b**h! [Chorus]