Ghostown - Feel it in the Air lyrics

J Formz: Yeah, J Formz. Yo this me man, it's just the way I am. I don't know Why I made the choices I made. But I did it and that's that. And I accepted That you know what I'm sayin'? Check this.. [J Formz] I ain't grow up in the gutter, but I'm headed right for it And I guess my ex girl was the only one who saw it What you know about growin' up in my shoes? Yeah I know them cats do the same things I do But I ain't have no excuse I didn't grow up in the PJ's, I didn't have to shoot Didn't have to hustle to make loot, I chose to Now the bottom is the only place I rose to My parents cared about me, tried to make me do right But looks like I was wrong and you was right Just dropped out of college, f** life I chose to live my life wrong, somewhere inside I said "f** right" Sittin' up nights Thinkin' bout how I turned a good situation to a f**ed up life I can feel it, believe me I know exactly where I'm headed I made mad mistakes but I'll never regret 'em [Chorus] I know exactly the choices I made man. I'll never regret nothin' in my life One day I hope I could look back and say I know why I did the things I did But until then, I'mma say this...It's my life, real sh** [J Formz] In my life 20 years pa**ed But for like the first 15 I was headed for the clear path Then I seen that green, it was right there Street life and a team, I could go right there Started hustlin', I was down for the green Yeah, I loved my girl, but I was down for my team She seen where I was goin', knew she couldn't count on me She loved me but I chose this, she hadda bounce on me I guess since I didn't have it that bad Subconsciously, I made myself act bad Some cats were just put in their situation They had no choice but I chose to be in the sh** I'm facin' So who wants it more When you was forced to play the part and I chose to be hardcore? Made the wrong choices, I know I could still feel it But the streets is callin', I could still hear it [Chorus] I feel it man, I'm f**in' sh** up. This is how I'm doin' me, it's my life We ready and willing. Hear me out one more time [J Formz] Now I could try and go back, but I know it's too late All my life I never really believed in fate But now I feel like I was meant to be like this It's like I got no choice, it's just gon' be like this No matter what I do, cause the streets is in me I see a lot of loved ones is reachin' to me But instead, I turn away and bring myself to this pain I wasn't born in the hustle, I put myself in this game And I'm never gon' change, that's a choice I've made So it's either the street life or me up on the stage G-Town: you know nuthin' about us Bein' a thug, sellin' d**, the only things I got left to be proud of My words is clear, my actions sincere I'm still tryin' to figure out really why I'm here Cause I can't deal with no deal, I wish I could steal it And I know I f**ed up, believe me, I could feel it J Formz: Every night man, I wonder why I do the things I do. I wonder why I Dropped out and why I started sellin' for. It's just in me man, thug 'til the Day I die son. Ghostown