Ghostemane - The Cynical lyrics

[Verse 1: GHOSTEMANE] I got a pitch black soul And I never know when I'm gonna lose my grip Lose my control I never thought I'd see the day when a majority of the people I know Would succumb to government mind control You believe what you read I believe what I see And you wonder why I don't got no faith up in me I don't look to the sky Day and the night For answers on why people suffer in life That's just how that sh** go Slow but don't choke On the fingers attached to the hands of the folk That was feeding you when you was going for broke Pray to your God But don't live what you spoke And don't nobody really wanna fess up With they mess out Everybody wanna go and confess, oh As if one hundred Hail Mary's deserving of a bless Oh please Go ahead and turn over a new leaf This is the mind of the desperate and hateful Bigoted folk of the fallen machine Make them all think that you're leading them one by one Into a really nice dream Reality hits when you sit on your throne The people got no one to fend for their own They realize, anti-Christ Run or you'll be truly deceived by the powers that be [Hook: GHOSTEMANE] I smoke away all of my problems That's the way I go Reminisce of a different time I know It's bad, I know I try to keep this hate locked up until I can't no more Feeling a cynical make his way into my inner soul (x2) [Verse 2: Trigg Bambino] Smoke a blunt, take a hit Feel the cynical in me as I try to forget I reminisce of hard times and all the f**ed up sh** Turning me into a cold hearted son of a b**h I cage it in, heart full of rage again Afraid again, that's a rude awakening It's safe again To say that I'll never pray again Continue to sin I can't say you're winning again Light up the dungeon and stair in the mirror To look at myself and reflect on my life No love in me, that's a first [?] You play with my once You won't play with me twice Life is a game but I'm loading the dice Winning so shout out, beholding the dice I always wondered who controlling the dice Threw away with your life Like I'm throwing the dice I just breathe Stomach housing the trees Torture my lungs till my pain is relieved All this corruption I cannot believe My soul has been lost and my heart on my sleeve Communication with Bambino dead I cannot show love because my heart is detached Evil then enters, my hear is attacked I talked to your God and he did not react [Hook: Trigg Bambino] I smoke away all of my problems That's the way I go Reminisce of a different time I know It's bad, I know I try to keep this hate locked up until I can't no more Feeling a cynical make his way into my inner soul (x2)