Ghostemane - NUMB SINCE 21 lyrics

[Verse 1: GHOSTEMANE] [?] in a little white room looking at the wall going insane Hoe, I'm talking f**ing crazy to myself but that's okay Don't come around with positivity I'm feeling rather down Just might grab my f**ing bat and take a stroll around my town No friend I can reach up on my cell when I'm just trynna chill Least I got some kids that when I call I'm always down to k** something Life is too short to be thinking about if you're going to heaven or hell Never catch me dead up in a church How bout a wishing well? I wish upon myself if it don't happen I'm to blame Tried to talk to God I guess he didn't listen cause now I'm in flames I heard my pops I think he's lost somewhere in purgatory Took out the [?] that's another story [Verse 2: Wavy Jone$] I'm seeing demons I can here them creep (hear them creep) Can't close my eyes I'm hearing voices I can't even sleep Into the void I'm feeling paranoid (paranoid) I hate the world I want to k** everything and destroy I'm sipping, smoking, sniffing, f**ing Now I can't feel nothing I'm on the come up, f** a father Put myself in Prada Or pimp the product Pull the plug, I gotta make a way I got a b**h, I got a price, I gotta make 'em pay f** the government I'm todo head to to in Polo Or bury me in all black b**h, Now take a photo (take a photo) Coke white casket with the matching ones Already dead, I k**ed myself for fun