Ghost Brigade - Away and Here lyrics

How sick you ever wanna be Able to see the light Suffer boy leash won't break How hard you try Helplessly tilt the time for me Can you help this only for me Walls around you grow taller Hard to keep em clean Heaven beside you bargain goes with God Buy yourself your own kingdom Helplessly tilt the time for me Can you help this only for me First to find??? It's hard to be at the?? Lightning running for?? Lack of regret makes me lone