Gerard Kinnel - Sinner lyrics

[Intro] Real rap n***a [Verse 1] You got one life to live Gone head and be you Gone head and be free They gone love it when you do But wait, hold up Cause that ain't really true They don't really like it when you really being you They don't wanna know about the sh** you really do About the sins you commit by the people that you screw About the sh** you really do About the sins you commit by the people that you screw [Hook] (If it all goes well then I will) Please Lord just forgive me for my sins Please Lord just forgive me for my sins (But what if I don't?) Just forgive me for my sins Please Lord just forgive me for my sins And I just be minding my business It's no secret, its just none of your business (I'll be right where I was before) [Verse 2] I remember nights I couldn't get no sleep Haunted by my thoughts man the sh** got deep I remember crying cause I wanted to change Who knew my own self could bring so much pain? And I still don't know if the world is ready for me Wait, just cause you straight You think you better than me? How the hell you gonna tell me bout the way that I'm living? How the hell you even know we got the same religion? Man the way I live don't determine sh** for you Why these n***as so worried bout the sh** that I do? You still better have it when that rent is due sh** I bet I probably pull more b**hes than you I guess it's hard to see it for a n***a like me Cause I ain't what you'd expect Man I'm just what you see So used to the memes So used to the lies So used to the extremes Cause that's all that you see Like on the TV, they're either giving out AIDS Or they're really flamboyant Either way a disappointment But f** the TV this is real f**ing life Got scars on my wrist from that steel f**ing knife This is real f**ing life Got scars on my wrist from that... I don't expect no show ups if I get married But it's cool cause I ain't really got the plans to You see it'd be great if I was straight Cause I could give my parents the grandchild Ryan didn't have the chance to And I could be the man my father wanted me to be I just hope it's pride he feels when he's looking at me I'm sorry that I couldn't be the son that you wanted I'm sorry for all those big dreams that I haunted No football jersey, we never went fishing But you never dipped out, no you never went missing And I love you dad, I thank God every night for you Just know if I could I would change overnight for you And now I'm saying cheers to the teenage years I'm looking in the mirror just to face my fears But I gotta do me I can't worry bout the simple minded I lost my sanity and now I'm stuck tryna find it [Hook] [Verse 3] Look I know you got your views And I ain't really tryna mix that Things are always changing And I can't really fix that But it's been f**ing with me Every time I'm alone it be f**ing with me Cause I was so worried bout the friends I would lose Would my n***as be my n***as If I told them the news? Would they still hit me up When it's time to make moves Or would they bail cause they fail to propel and approve? But I'm still the same Damez Still wear the fly clothes Still rock the fly kicks Still blow the same O's Still riding in that Benz and Flexing with my friends and Doing everything but tryna f**ing blend in Headed for that limelight Tryna get my mind right High as a plane cause I live that cloud nine life Tryna get my grind tight It's getting better every day And it's still f** what these n***as say [Hook] (If it all goes well then I will) Real talk though f** these n***as Do you, forreal (But what if I don't?) Please Lord just forgive me for my sins