George Samaha - Bottle and Scars lyrics

Verse 1: Lately I've been dreaming Maybe one day I'll go back Maybe one day I may heal And hear the sound of my laugh Again, I can't help but think of All the days that have pa**ed Just maybe have another drink And drink away all this ma** That I drag, on my shoulders Getting colder, holding over my a** Polyphonic prose Off on some who*e's act A soph*more on this path Long lead by this ash He's walking lost, dazing off On haunting thoughts, when I'm sad Its like I find myself venting To nobody but rap If only your act Was as f**ing tough as you put it out The bottle hollows A quarter full of pain, and some hach I sip my sorrow Take a hit, and run from my past You dont look forward when you're broken And yesterday's the cast A new day opens, and you're hoping You'll wake up a year back You pack your bags and you're willing To take off from the start Well here goes nothing watch me kick it With a bottle and scars *CHORUS: Singin' Why does love seem to hurt a little more than hate does? Verse 2: A delirious artist Who fell in love, when it started He never thought it'd escalate To such a serious problem Her god damn picture Was drawn in ink and scarred in his heart And Thats when he got it, ‘'im in love'' The Thought hit him now he's retarded Every time he'd see her They used to talk like it was nothing The cipher's, getting clearer With adrenaline rushing Im Pissed, crushed, blood gushing Fisticuff in the mirror And now the quality of his life Depends on his f**ing dealer Let me tell you this I was never a corny kid I was never the type of guy That made wishes, and bought gifts But sh**, I spent two hours on a date Preparing it, it was lame And I knew it was, 2 cups of champagne But she never came You don't look forward when you're broken And yesterdays the cast A new day opens, and you're hoping You'll wake up a year back You pack your bags and you're willing To take off from the start Well here's goes nothing watch me kick it With a bottle and scars *CHORUS* Growing up, like every kid I had to witness some sh** I watched my grandma die Looked her in the eyes, as we split My dad lost his job And alcohol is the fix This house flipped, goes' all we got Caused by some f**ing dick He gets a call Your son got caught, dealing alcohol The cops are called, and his friend's Off to the hospital All in the same two weeks Doesn't compare to how I felt My only thought, you were all I got And left me by myself *CHORUS*